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My weekends were spent going out to restaurants and movies with girls I had met online, Myanmarxxxx bars or through friends. There would be small talk about our lives, the past and the present, but when the future came up, things went downhill. My unit leaves in July. After being turned down so many times, I stopped trying. I spent my nights at home clicking through links on reddit.
The weeks and months passed and I stayed alone, waiting to leave. A month before I left, I decided to send Kathryn an e-mail to see if she wanted to get together for coffee or dinner. After not getting a response for a couple of days, I sent another e-mail asking if she got the first one. The next day she wrote: As my feet hit the sidewalk, I felt like an old rusty anchor dragging along the bottom of a rocky seabed, never catching on anything, never getting a hold of anyone.
Strangers streamed past me like rushing water. The time came for me to leave, and I left. When I got to mobilization training, I figured something out. I realized that everyone belongs somewhere. Beautiful young girls who love fashion belong in New York City, at parties and bars, having fun and meeting boys. Headstrong young men who become soldiers belong on the other side of the planet, at war, shooting and being shot at.
We were both where we belonged. All I know is, I need to get Kathryn back into my life. A version of this article appears in print on October 21,on Page ST6 of the New York edition with the headline: Changing Two Lives, Then the World. Order Reprints Today's Paper Subscribe.